Embrace the Possibilities: by Maria De León

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As we reach the end of another year, one thing is certain the one thing we can count on is change. Seasons change, fashion changes, friends come and go, our goals, our likes dislikes change and our health stands in the balance of a see-saw not knowing when we will go up or come down.

When I was staring my medical career, I knew I was in for a long haul of commitment and focus. I needed to get myself prepared for what laid ahead mentally. So my best friend from childhood and I decided to take a trip to Acapulco. No better way to replenish the soul and mind than by sitting at the edge of the ocean contemplating and listening to the sound of the  waves. After 27 hours, we finally arrived anxious to enjoy the beach, my friend and I ventured out in the evening as the sun was going down and the tides were beginning to pick up. Yet, all we wanted was to bask in the view and maybe get our feet wet a bit. I carefully laid out my beach towel, my clothes, sandals, and other possessions, I was about to sit on my towel when a huge wave crashed upon the shore engulfing my belongings. Our carefully chosen spot had proven to be not far enough from the rising evening  tides. Apparently, this was high tide season. As the waves retrieved, it carried with it all my possessions leaving me mystified.

As I watched all of my things being dragged into the ocean, I took off running after it. It had taken my wallet. However, the waves were not only faster but retrieved deeper into the bay. As we sat there a bit dumbfounded about how quickly it had all happened taking us by surprise and resigning myself that on my first day I had lost all my money.  When a few minutes later another huge wave happened upon the shore bigger than the first one as it crashing briskly upon us and the rocks but as it retrieved I began to notice a resurfacing of my things. Quickly my friend and I sprang to retrieve my wallet first before it could be engulfed again perhaps this time never to be seen an de completely ruining my vacation. Of course, everything was completely soiled. The large beach towel was filed with muddy sand, seashells and a few small crabs. I did not care all my things were back.

This event thought me that sometimes the change of the tides can take us by surprise leaving us discombobulated and dumbfounded, wondering were to go next or what to do.

But, just as surely as the sun rises and sets, if  we just keep breathing staying alive fighting for the things we want and keeping a watchful eye eventually the same tide will come again bringing back that which we thought was gone and lost forever. Better yet giving us a way to move from the shore to new lands and dreams because at some point all of us have to move person past the crest line.

as we start a brand new year with 365 blank pages to fill, remember that although we are not in control of when the tide comes in or how big the crest of the waves are, we are in control of how we allow the tides of life to impact us. In the same trip a couple of days later, my friend and I decided to eat at this mom and pop makeshift restaurant on the same beach while we ate barefooted. I enjoyed the coming and going of the waves past my feet underneath the table where we sat. To this day I savor the thought and wish to return to that place.

So as you find yourself face to face with an unexpected tide which might leave you Topsy curvy rather than panic or give up; wait awhile the tide will eventually change allowing you to move forward an din doing so take inventory and breath in the endless possibilities. Notwithstanding that It is our impossibilities that become our greatest gifts – it certainly has been the case for me having reinvented myself and enjoying my life fully despite living with pd for a decade.

Trust that nothing is ever wasted and in the end if you allow yourself to embrace the changes that the tides brings you will emerge softer, gentler, kinder, more courageous, and stronger than ever.

Happy Holidays!

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3 Tips to Making the Most of the Holidays: By Maria De Leon

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“People change when they realize they have the potential to change things.” Paulo Coelho

Here we are again approaching what many people feel is one of the most stressful periods of the year although its intention by design is to be one of a joy. Adding a chronic illness to the mix can make things more volatile even in the best of circumstances.

As a neurologist, this was always the season I dreaded because I knew that I would have to take care of many sick people whose depression, loneliness, hopelessness, and general stress invariably exacerbated an underlying chronic illness causing them to decompensate.

In order to avoid this scenario- the following should be considered.

Have a plan

This means you have to be realistic about your health and family situation. If traveling is difficult ask members of family to come over to your place instead. If this causes too much chaos or is not feasible for others to travel either then consider gathering with close friends or a smaller gathering with loved ones.

As most of us that live with chronic illnesses will attest to the fact that mornings are usually not our best time. So don’t kill yourself trying to have everything ready by lunch time. Take your time, and ask to meet later in the day when you are more likely to be at your best to enjoy the fellowship. Focus on fewer but more meaningful interactions. This way if you have trouble speaking you can more easily focus on one on one conversation. Make sure to maintain eating and medication schedule throughout the holidays.

Do things that make you Happy

This year my family and I have decided that instead of rushing to see other relatives, not knowing how I will feel that day while feeling pressured not to let anyone down especially since those members have schedule constraints, we will leisurely arise and enjoy a meal at home. I love watching the Macy’s parade, this year I plan to enjoy it in my p.j.’s sipping some hot cocoa with my daughter and nephew by my side.

Rethink the Big Picture

Before you commit to anything, ask yourself what are the pros and cons of doing whatever it is you are doing? Will these activities give you purpose and joy or leave you more frustrated and worn out? Or worse cause you to decompensate physically? Having a clear purpose in mind can be extremely gratifying as well as help reduce stress and burden brought on by PD. My main purpose now is spending as much time as possible with my daughter who will be leaving for college soon. Making her happy and enjoying her company is my principal motivator for making this season the best ever.

Find your purpose to enjoy the holidays this season which will leave you not only with great memories but a sense of well-being.

BEST GIFTS ARE THE ONES THAT SPARKLE!!!! So let your inner DIVA sparkle this holiday season!

 

Painting by Ross Webb

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Adventures of a PD Diva At Girl Scout Day Camp: by Maria De Leon

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Seems like no matter what I do trouble always finds me. Benefit usually is a good story for years to come.

As some of you may know, I have been dealing with chronic upper respiratory infections and severe bouts of asthma and bronchitis since September. Each time I think is over – wham there it comes again! I feel like that mucus family shown on T.V, about some decongestant medicine, have decided to make my body their permanent residence with kids, in-laws and pets. My friend says is because I am too hospitable …so I have taken to sing Taylor’s Swifts ‘shake it off’ see if they decide to go and even added ‘somebody I used to know’ by Gotye. But nothing!

This chronic hacking and coughing is becoming a major inconvenience to say the least. A couple of weeks ago, I was asked to help out with Girl Scout camp as first aide – sure I said since my daughter was volunteering as well and I seemed to be back to my usual cheery disposition without a sign of infection insight. No later had I finished committing myself did I start feeling ill again. I thought this will pass by time weekend comes around. Plus not only do I enjoy an opportunity to be involved in my daughter’s life and activities especially since our time together is drawing near as she heads off to college soon; but I still have to drive to and fro.

However, the crud which has remained a mystery as to the cause was not letting up rather seemed to scale up a notch. I called the person in charge of event and asked to find a replacement, since I was not up to the challenge at that time. I was reassured this would be handled.

But as always this seemed too easy. The morning of my commitment to drive daughter (thinking I would just drop off and get back to bed) I was difficult to arouse from sleep having ingested more cough syrup with codeine. Many years ago when I was prescribed this only effect it had was making me have a very restful sleep with no further sequella throughout the day. Husband warned me that I may feel the effects longer this time- I should have believed him. Here I was listening to my daughter putter around asking me to get up because we had agreed on going to breakfast before camp yet I could not even oven my eyes or form cohesive sentence much less in English. Finally, after what I thought was only 15 minute of sleep actually close to 2 hours, my daughter’s frantic yells awoke me. I stumbled out of bed completely discombobulated unable to walk a straight line much less change. I seriously contemplated driving her in pj’s but I still had to steady my vision and equilibrium before attempting to drive.

Thank goodness for Center Island which helps me recline and hold on to when putting clothes especially pants. Already time constrained did not want to spend time searching for some stretchy pants so jeans it was. You all know that jeans are difficult to put on any normal day now imagine being bloated, nauseated, dizzy, shaky, and stiff? I was like a ball inside a pin ball machine bouncing all over the place.

Once on the road, I tried to focus but we missed the turn and made a few loops before we got to our destination. All I could think was getting back home and in bed.  But because we were late gates had been closed to the camp and daughter asked me to accompany her inside. On the way, we ran into the person in charge of the day’s events and asks who we were. – I said, ‘this my daughter with troop …’ not recalling number. The lady in charged proceeds to tell me she was waiting for Dr. Maria De Leon- the first aide-to arrive.  I took a huge gulp taken aback, thinking to myself why did I come? I should have had a friend drop off and why on earth was I still assigned to this duty?  I believe my shoulders and posture dropped even further down.

Why was this happening to me? I was having chills again, hungry dizzy, with severe cotton mouth which did not allow me to speak cohesively. Finally, I managed to ask, feeling faint, if they really needed need at that point? Of course my daughter having heard that they had not cancelled me felt bad but scurried away, not before saying ‘mom please be careful and take care.’ I asked for an hour wishing to take a nap crash. In reality I need to take rest of my medicines for my pounding head and neck pain and quiet the burning in my belly. So after getting medicines putting something in stomach grabbing first aid kit, water bottles and making a couple of sandwiches because I did not pay attention to message about whether or not food was provided by troop.  I managed to make it back to camp without missing turns this time.

After taking me to my station and handing me everyone’s forms I thought I was going to pass out. So I decided to get a bit of fresh air and go to the restroom. The closest facility looked questionable. So I decided to walk a bit further wishing I had my cane in this uneven terrain in my off balanced state. After using facilities, I see 2 young girls walking very deliberately with a fright in their eyes. They did not seem to be stopping rather proceeding to the exit. I ask what was wrong and where they were going. They said they went into facility, which I thought questionable, and there was a big black snake (only black snake I know is Black mamba) so they ran out. But, they really need to go to the bathroom.  I pointed them to restroom I had just used but they refused to go in without me to search first. Then they wanted me to catch the snake – to which my answer was there is no way no how- the ranger was called instead to retrieve. I walk girls to main camp where there is a congregation of elementary school girls screaming and coordinator is on top of table. Of course only one not screaming and front and center of all the action is my daughter! Figures.

More screaming takes place when ranger comes out with snake. I was trying to remain calm but kept looking all around. I did not want this to be the day I have to take care of someone with a snake bite.  Of course my friend who is an expert but nor present at camp said it was probably a water snake and not to worry because this was his home! I don’t care if it is its home or that is most likely harmless.  I still don’t want it around my legs.

The rush gave me a high for nearly the duration of the camp when I finally had to go lay down in my car for the remainder of the afternoon.

Next time I am not getting off the car or even agreeing to camping- for me roughing it is staying at the holiday inn.

My daughter and I passed out from exhaustion when we got home without saying a word to each other on the way back.

I am certain this will be another story we talk about in years to come.

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Things that Send a Chill Down my Spine: By Maria De Leon

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” If  you are reading this than you are blissfully unaware of what is behind you (or rather in front of us).” ~unknown

As we approach the end of October and many are beginning to get excited about Halloween, I begin to ponder on all the scary and crazy things we have gone through this year. This year seems like nature brought about the biggest scares with hurricane after hurricane and wild fire after wild fire leaving many homeless, destitute and without medical care to boot.

Many of us may still be reeling from the personal losses we might have endured this year while having to contemplate our mental and physical well being with great trepidation as we go into a new medicare enrollment period (since most of us with chronic illnesses are under this program).

I fear for the future of  the community of chronically ill and disabled individuals (e.g. Parkinson’s patients) as it seems no one is really looking out for them. All year there have been many attempts to alter the present health care laws. Although,  supposedly these were meant to improve current policies in reality all proposal have fallen short of  their intended goal -helping the sick and poor. Fortunately, most have been rejected but no real progress has been made in this arena.

Now, the new passing of bill failing to revive subsides for poor may bring a whole host of new issues especially for states with a large number of indigent and people on medicaid as is the state of Texas. some experts are now claiming that “President Trump’s decision to cancel key ObamaCare payments could be backfiring” by bringing into effect the laws of supply and demand forcing patients to shop around for better deals.

However, this reasoning is fret with dangers since we are talking about an elderly, sick, and in many cases poorly educated population who have neither the time, the skills, or the savvy-ness to know that there may be better plans out there. While for those of us like me who are able to and know about these options it is still a huge ordeal that requires countless man hours to determine what is the best plan considering all the medical issues and number of medications I take.  Plus, when you change plans, there is always a risk that a doctor whom you are well established with will not take that particular insurance. As it has happened to me and many others when changing insurance due to enormous premiums i am now forced to see my specialists out of network costing me even higher out of pocket expenses. One does not always have this liberty one due to increase expense for seeing out of network specialist and two  there may not even be a specialist in your area covered by your plan. This is one of the biggest reasons teleneurology for Parkinson’s needs to be allowed to be covered across state lines.

Also, even if a person with much labor could get a better deal in insurance premiums, there is no guarantee that the medications one needs to function will be covered. As we get sicker and more disabled we are less able to cope with all these changes and regulations making it harder for chronically ill to stay insured and receive adequate benefits. My insurance has already informed me that my premiums were tripling for next year- which means need to find new insurance but it is with heavy heart I have to undertake this because i finally got insurance after 8 months to cover the medications that I need. so i am not looking forward to having to battle this issue again. because it is easier to stay with current plan when you have so many things going on like trying to survive a chronic illness, i see these new changes in the law as causing bigger problems to the infirm.

Getting rid of medicare part D would greatly improve things in my opinion. Ever since this was introduced i saw a huge increase in my patients having exacerbation of their once stable illnesses as well as increased hospitalization due to the fact that many like me who take a lot of expensive medications reach the gap within first 2-3 months of the year leaving them with a choice between medicine or paying other essential bills. in the past prior to this law, most doctors including myself were able to help out patients by providing samples or finding resources to meet the needs. But, once part D came into effect these options were taken away.

So in effect the uncertainty of my illness for upcoming year along with all the healthcare changes coming our way are more frightening and terrifying than most things I can imagine especially since like many others I am part of the  sandwich generation. I not only have to worry about my own decaying health but have to take care of several infirm elderly parents and raise a child.

Thus, I urge everyone to contact their state representatives regarding need for teleneurology and improvement in access to health care and ability to maintain our own physicians and right to have the medicines prescribed by our healthcare professionals.

In conclusion, this Halloween let’s ‘use our imagination not to scare ourselves to death’ but to inspire us to pursue those things which are worthy of our time and resources for a better, healthier life with PD (and any other chronic illness).

Happy Halloween everyone!  Eat drink and be spooktacular!hall

Sources:

Sullivan, Peter. (Oct 27 2017) Trump Obamacare may bolster law

Judge rejects bid by 18 US states to revive ACA subsidies Reuters health Info Oct 25 2017

 

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Singing the “blues” away: by Maria De León

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“If you are feeling BLUE try painting yourself a different COLOR!” -Hannah Cheatam

We all have episodic feelings of the blues, feeling blah or meh; but how we cope and deal with these feelings are as crucial to our happiness and well being as air itself.

The other day after being sick for nearly 3 weeks, I was finally on my way to feeling physically better. However, my emotional state did not seem to have received the memo. I awoke completely refreshed physically and energized for a new day  but I was just feeling blah inside. Perhaps, I was now crashing after having been so hi on steroids.  Whatever the reason my insides were not matching my outside was not as important as figuring out to how to overcome that feeling of  genuine indifference.  Yet, despite this general lack of care, I had a little voice inside of me that kept playing the words… “tell you what I want, what I really really want..” (Spice Girls- Wannabe) before I knew it  I was uttering words out loud without much feeling initially.blue ocean

I was not about to let the feeling of nonchalance get in the way of  enjoying the gorgeous cool sunny day. So I opted to start singing softly at first then louder. Since I was not particularly feeling happy, I began to think of songs with the word ‘blue’ in the title and thus began my recovery to actually feeling happy inside. After singing a few lyrics from such songs like blue velvet, blue Christmas, my brown eyes blue, blue bayou, blue moon,  and blue (da ba dee da ba daa), I actually began to feel happy and dance moving shoulders, head and hips. My ‘blue’ song repertoire took a turn for a more upbeat selection beginning with Pharrell’s Happy song.

As Bob Marley once said, ‘music when it hits you it goes straight to the soul.’ I discovered that music in its purest form can express that which is silent within us  and in doing so it can lift our mood  by releasing a cascade of happy chemicals starting with dopamine.

In less than half a day I was dancing singing and feeling whole and myself again.

So next time you too feel like everything is blue and all you want to do is shrug your shoulders and throw your arms up in the air because the meh feelings have taken over start humming and singing even if it’s a few chords of sad, depressing blue songs and move to a more up beat repertoire and before you know it you too can beat the ‘blues’ trough song. May be we can start with “you don’t owe me” Parkinson’s and go slowly (despacito) from there.

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“How Do You Solve a Problem like Maria?”: by Maria De Leon

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When life gives you lemons -you make lemon meringue pie…

For the last few weeks, i have been so excited about going to South Dakota to a Parkinson’s retreat in an abbey and all i could think was ..running up a hill singing “the hills are alive with the sound of music…” from one of my all time favorite musicals and beloved character because it not only happens to bear my name sake but is the first movie i recall seeing with my grandfather as a child in Mexico.

But as usual, when I get too excited about something as of late PD always rears its ugly head. so perhaps i should have written how do you solve a problem like PD?

That’s the million dollar question, although no solution as of yet we have to still find a way to make margaritas, pies, lemonade and whatever else you can think with the citric juices of lemons that sometimes having a chronic illness leaves us with.

Although, the theory of PD being immunological is not proven, I am a firm believer that at least in those of us with LLRK2 phenotype do seem to have a higher propensity for getting immune based illnesses like UC ( Ulcerative Colitis),  and other immune mediated disease like thyroiditis and diabetes. ever since i been diagnosed with PD my immune system has been more chaotic than ever leaving me more and more prone to any and all viruses and bacteria circulating about which for the average healthy person would not even have a minimal reaction. But for me a common viral upper respiratory infection it leads to a whole cascade of problems and a new one this time around.

As all of you who live with PD and other chronic illnesses very well know it takes twice as long to recoup from any minor illness than normal people do. One way i have learned to cope with this is make sure start treatments ASAP, drink lots of fluids, rest and take extra vitamins, and levodopa to decrease length of illness which typically works fine. this was the strategy since i got sinusitis infection over 10 days ago knowing full well that i have a huge list of commitments and especially looking forward to traveling to see old friends, meet new ones and run up the hill although with the cough and bronchitis I developed i figured i would be more like a slow crawl. nevertheless, I was optimistic surely I would be all back to normal in more than 10 days time.

Well, little did I know that Maria an unsolvable problem by itself combined with my old pal Parkinson’s would come in to wreak as much havoc on me as it did in Puerto Rico. I am always amazed how many new symptoms of PD I am discovering as a patient that I never knew as a doctor specializing in this disease. I have treated many a MS, stroke, and spinal cord injury patient with dysautonomia- in other words dysregulation of the autonomic system. This is where a mild or seemingly innocuous event like a viral infection can trigger a whole host of responses from the body worst than infection itself. typical triggers are dehydration and bladder infection. Even in the multi system atrophy (MSA) patients who commonly have this problem, have I ever seen such an exaggerated response.

In Parkinson’s patients the dysautonomia is usually confined to abnormal functioning of bladder. But, never in my years of treating patients have I seen a full blown decompensation of organs which are regulated by autonomic system..means all the organs which secrete substances like the pancreas, heart, bladder, sweat glands, gut and so on. So i am experiencing horrific chest pain , breathing problems with increasing mucous production, severe palpitations, increased heart rate, nausea, increased tremors, and profuse sweating. Even though I am freezing to death feeling like I am inside an ice box. so in the middle of 80 degree weather, I am looking ridiculous, as per my daughter, because  on top of all my layers of clothing I have a coat and walking around with a faux fur blanket trying to keep warm. Plus, I am trying to keep my sugar from dropping by forcing down food.

When patients with this problem have an infection they have an exaggerated response of dealing with infection as was my case- having higher fever, increased exaggerated sweating, chills and rigors. But, interestingly and another one for the books is that my cold symptoms were much more unilateral making me think i had a thalamic stroke (organ in brain involved in temperature regulation) or a lesion in my spinal cord. but, after consulting with 2 other movement disorder specialist we came to conclusion it was most likely the PD; although never seen as affecting one side more than another- hence unsolvable Maria problem.

But, as I am always an optimist, I feel that my misadventures have once again left me with a new lesson to impart to all my fellow Parkinson’s patients. should you ever have this problem – don’t panic. But, if having symptoms need to talk to doctor ASAP because it can potentially be life threatening. We treat symptomatically.  This means lots of hydration, high salt diet, head elevation, sometimes requires iv fluid replacement and medications to increase blood pressure like midrodine, flurocortisone.

And of course treat underlying cause which triggered problem in my case upper respiratory infection.

On the positive side, I am hoping that all the sweating has shrunk my waist line a bit or at least partially counteract the effects of the steroids given to me – which thankfully helped to increase my blood pressure and my sugars to prevent me from crashing.

So instead of running a a hill– i will stay home and do conferencing via skype discussing how to solve a problem like me and pd.

 

Source:

To learn more about dysautonomia go to…

  1. ninds.nih.gov/disorders/dysautonomia/dysautonomia.htm

 

 

 

Do it with passion or not at all: By Maria De Leon

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“It takes a glacier about a year to move, but eventually it carves out canyons.” Perseve(red)

Since the time of Ancient Greece, a life full of passion was one worth living well. Whether or not the ancients had eulogies at funeral is unclear. However a man’s life might still have been measured on what drove him- the amount of  passion or ‘pathos’ he possessed – that which made him go all in. In other words, what is it that makes us fearless in pursuit of what sets our souls on fire? For me, I have 3 passions God, my family and Neurology in particular working with those who live with Parkinson’s in their lives.yo y mi libro diva

In the last few weeks my love for PD has been fueled as I have traveled north to drop off my niece at college.  I got the opportunity to meet various Parkinson’s advocates like Chris and John from Philadelphia who graciously opened their hearts and their homes to me and my family for an enchanting evening of conversation and entertainment. I also had the great pleasure of meeting two wonderful people Kate and Chris part of a great social media medical community of Health Union who not only have shared their passions with me but granted me an opportunity to continue my passion for writing about the things I love while helping the PD and migraine communities. Plus, I am super excited that my Spanish book on “living beyond PD” (Viviendo más allá del Parkinson) will finally be making its debut in the next 4 weeks. Plus, I am always completely at awe and stoked to be able to come to you in this humble way to share my life with you so as to provide a ray of hope and sunshine because no matter how strong we are we all need to be loved and cared for. We need each other because we all have days when all the digging and struggling only makes us more muddled.me chris and stephanie

However, as I have fallen many times flat on my face and risen again to fight another day, I have confirmed once again that having and living with a chronic illness like PD does not have to decrease our interest for living, succeeding and dreaming. Life is what you make of it -weather we live with an illness or not have Parkinson’s or something else we all have struggles, hardships, and traumatic events which can propel us forward to a better tomorrow or crush us if we let it.  I have been given the opportunity to travel to South Dakota to do a weekend retreat at an abbey for those who care for someone with Parkinson’s as well as for PD patients which will include exercise classes, and educational classes to teach other the skills of living well beyond their own limitations brought on by the disease.me john chris

Please don’t let the shock and pain you are experiencing g today make you numb for the rest of your life. Even if you got nothing left, find your purpose maybe start by reaching out to your neighbor or friend who has less than you. The storm brings forth character, integrity, honesty especially when comfort is removed. The first step in sorting g over or getting back up is up to us. So, don’t wait for others to rescue you first, rather make your first step in improving your situation and others will join in to help. Remember none of us can do it all alone or know it all. But everyone knows something, can contribute something to our lives. So go ahead and start small. Who care how it looks? Ask for help when needed. When I first began this journey I could not even walk had to use a walker then a cane. I needed help to do most activities including dressing myself. This is not a race or a competition but it is about being empowered and finding yourself  as you push through the darkness into the light as you find your purpose, your own passion that will make you defy all the odds and come out victorious. But the driving force can’t be just anything – it has got to be BIG enough, strong enough and powerful enough to propel you forward.

What drives you today to keep moving? Do you have the passion to go all in and fight as if your life depended on it because it does?

sources:

Be Inspi(red): words of Hope and courage 2007 by Hallmark Licensing Inc.

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Fashion & Chronic Illness: Maria De Leon

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Fashion is a form of art. It is an outward expression of my inner self.  Just because  I have Parkinson’s and have had cancer, on more than one occasion,  does not mean that I  have to abandon my sense of style and neither should you!

Image result for images of quotes on art and fashionFashion is the most powerful art there is, it’s movement design, and architecture all in one. It shows the world who we are and who we would like to be.” Blair Waldorf

Just like Coco channel, ” I don’t do fashion …I am {and make my own} fashion.” however, when you live with a chronic illness like PD where sometimes there is not enough energy to even get dressed or get out of bed being stylish and fashionable can seem a bit trivial.

But, I say is not because when we feel the lowest that’s when we have to mustard all the strength in the world to paint our canvases that will shout without saying a word…I am still me and no matter how bad it seems I will not be defeated!

Ralph Laurence said it best, Fashion is something that comes from within. are we in the game or are we out? Will be surrender to live in a constant state of hopelessness and oblivion with our stretchy pants and pj tops or are going to be women who will find a way to rise pink boxing gloves in hand?

This does not mean you have to spend a fortune or dress up in formal apparel, it simply means that no matter what you will paint your own destiny with the things that make you who you are.

If you can’t do your lashes get fake ones cost very little to put on  and they last 4-5 days and you will feel fabulous. If eyeliner is hard to do, consider permanent eye liner. Get thick mascara brushes for lashes which can be applied easily in one stroke or vibrating brushes (Lancôme) which will help with the dystonia and tremors if fake lashes are not your thing.

God knows that taking a gazillion medications wreak havoc with our skin, hair and nails. when these look bad we tend to feel more self conscious and perhaps it might even aggravate our depression. But, doing our nails especially our toes can be more than a challenge. First, we can’t always easily bend to apply nail polish to our toes due to the stiffness.  If by some miracle we are able to, the tremors and dystonia make the paint brush strokes look like those of a 3 year old. Then if we manage to paint our beautiful little toes, removing the darn nail polish  can take an act of congress. My hands cramp and twist just trying to remove polish off one toe which is a work out in and of itself. Now that summer is here, we certainly don’t want to go out to the beach with our toes bear and poorly manicured, I know I don’t. Especially, given the fact that the medications can make our toe nails brittle and discolored on top of bendy twisty toes. I choose to put my best foot forward and splurge for a good pedi -cure with a good massage to the achy feet and legs. of course, you may choose traditional colors or even a bit of whimsy like I have this summer …going for some watermelon toes or a rainbow of pastels.Image result for watermelon toenails

But, if you prefer to do it yourself. There are a few options. You may wish to buy fast drying gel polishes which look great even if you mess up some plus they last longer ..but make sure to buy gel polish remover so you won’t struggle so much. Also because we are more susceptible to other illnesses when we have a chronic disease avoid using artificial nails which trap bacteria and can lead to fungal infections. Look  for water based polishes which are non toxic and  non- flammable-especially great if you will do some traveling this summer.  you may also wish to purchase those strip nail which may be fun to play with. you simply have to cut/ trim to fit your nail.Image result for strip nailsImage result for strip nailsImage result for strip nails

If you want to splurge a bit and have your nails look great for a longer time, consider doing shellac – comes in a rainbow of colors, which I love. But, under no circumstances should you file your nail bed before applying gel polish for shellac because it will destroy your nails for months. I just had mine done for the summer. Having manicured hands and toes makes me feel special and “normal” not like a chronic illness person.  This year I went for patriotic look -(sorry, a bit blurry)

nailsHowever, I would not recommend doing this method more than once a year. This requires the  use of UV light and those of us with Parkinson’s disease are more prone to having melanomas which does not exclude the nail beds. They do take more time to remove- but if you soak with non-toxic gel nail polish remover then place a cotton soaked in polish remover and wrap with foil for a few minutes, this will peel off easily. make sure you use vitamin e oil on your nail beds afterward and don’t forget to moisturize your hands nightly.

Now, that you are feeling almost human again having had a nice mani and pedi go out and frolic about and soak those sun rays which are full of vitamin D. But, while you are out there showing of your own personal style don’t forget the heat can be brutal for those of us with chronic illnesses. make sure you stay hydrated remember that even a tiny amount of liquor if you are craving for a margarita with a little umbrella can seriously interfere with your medications especially if you are tired,  and dehydrated as it did me the other day. Thank goodness for mom’s who are around to help out in times of need. A tiny mango margarita with barely a touch of alcohol did me, on my birthday, making me feel dizzy and putting me to sleep for the rest of the day. Although, the saltiness and coldness of it tasted good, the after effect was not worth the trouble. Guess no more celebrating for me. This 4th of July is water and sweet tea!

So as you enjoy your favorite activities of the summer – don’t forget to wear plenty of sunscreen, sun glasses and something red if cant think of anything else to wear and above all don’t forget to Image result for fashion quoteslove,

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Capitol Hill Preparation: By Maria de Leon

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I feel very blessed to be part of a greatly empowered group of individuals from all around the country, brought together by the generosity  and  leadership of MjFox foundation. We all came collectively to D.C. committed to advancing the cause of Parkinson’s disease which affects nearly 2 million people nationally.  Myself and others are thrilled to speak to congress to ensure a better future for our families and for all those of us who live with PD. We are all advocating for a chance to have the best quality of life possible and to remain productive members of society.

I, personally, have been extremely lucky to have started treatment early in my disease by way of my profession and have access to excellent physicians and colleagues who have helped me remain active for the past decade despite my illness. However many in our communities have not been as fortunate to have access to healthcare, physicians /MDS (since many states lack neurologists), or even be able to afford the latest and newest medications and treatments available making living with PD that much more difficult. Hence, I along with others have descended upon Capitol Hill to make our voices heard on behalf of those who are unable to stand with us physically and the thousands of patients in each of our communities back home.

The goal of our visit is encourage increase funding ($36.6 billion) to the NIH to help biomedical research in all neurological areas but mainly in Parkinson’s disease. We are fast losing ground as a leading medical research country with China fast on our heels; if we don’t secure these funds not only will we lose our status but more importantly human lives will be at stake with loss of employments (we have the brightest minds in the neurological sciences and without money will be forced to move on to something else) and loss of quality of living . This money also helps fund our neurologists/MDS in training without it we will face and even greater shortage. We also know that the more minds working on an issue can potentially increase our odds of arriving to better treatments and a possible cure of any given illness i.e. PD.

Secondly, we are requesting allocating $5 billion to CDC to help put the surveillance act in effect. although bill was passed to start a registry of who and where PD is most prevalent it has not been instituted formally due to lack of funding. if we are to make ways in understanding the causes of Parkinson’s in various subpopulations such as young vs. old or understanding the significance of PD pockets as the one that exists in my neck of the woods in EAST Texas a.k.a. ‘East Texas PD belt.’  Without a national registry we can only estimate the number of people affected, which most of us believe is grossly underrepresented, thus we cannot begin to address the needs of the PD community in its entirety and allocate appropriate resources if we don’t know who and where these people are. Plus, we already know and estimate that the number of PD is on the rise and expected to double by year 2040, so chances are everyone will know someone affected by this illness at some point in their lives and may even have to be a caretaker or a patient themselves.  The DoD (department of defense) also needs money to evaluate PD in military with an increasing number of its soldiers returning with Parkinson’s and Parkinson’s like diseases after serving overseas. 

Thirdly, we also want to encourage health care reform that will continue to put the needs of patients first allowing them access to care (this includes physicians and other treatment modalities), to therapies (e.g. PT, OT, and ST) without caps. more importantly, to due away with the donut hole since 80% of PD patients are Medicare recipients on a fixed income and don’t have $8000 in the bank to cover medical expenses like drug therapies. As I have said many times, I firmly believe that patients could do so much better and have greater quality of life if doctors were able to treat their patients without restrictions from the government and allow us as doctors to choose the best treatments available and deemed necessary not what the insurances or government allow.  Having affordable access to the newest treatments would allow millions of people like me to continue the work we do and even continue to have jobs without burdening the system keeping us out of Medicare and institutions.

Finally, the thing to remember is that we patients don’t exist in a vacuum. We could not make it through our days without the help and support of our spouses, families, loved ones and our team of physicians and other healthcare providers. Some have suggested that for every PD person afflicted with this disease 7 other people are affected by it including the immediate family. Thus, fourthly, we would like to support the Raise Act (recognize, assist, include support and engage family caregivers act). Being a full time caregiver puts people who are caregivers at financial disability because they are forced to leave the work force early. this is especially devastating since the majority of caregivers are women who already are at a financial disadvantage compared to men when they stop working not only is their income diminished  but the lose number of credits / earnings eligible for social security upon age of retirement.  since women usually live longer then the burden on society increases. (40 million caregivers who provide 470 billion dollars of unpaid care. 1/4 are millenniums )- thus by supporting this act and making it law we can provide assistance to those of us who have diminished the cost of the government by giving of our time and resources to care for the chronically ill (i.e. PD). this especially important because often times the caregivers themselves (especially as we get older) can also be affected by illness as well.

If you could not join us at the forum this year, you can still do your part by contacting your State Senators and Representatives from your district and ask for the above issues to be considered when voting. Ask your representatives to join the Parkinson’s caucus if not already part of it.

thank you for allowing me to be a representative ….. and let’s bring the  21st century cure act to fruition!  this acts promotes and funds the acceleration of research into preventing and curing serious illnesses.

thank you also for Parkinson’s foundation, Parkinson’s alliance support, and Parkinson’s unity walk.

 

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The Road to Capitol Hill: By Maria De Leon

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The count down to PD forum has begun and I have begun to feel a stir in my belly for the chance to meet with members of congress to discuss salient matters regarding the needs of all people with Parkinson’s. (on the side perhaps catch a cherry tree blossoming)

Who would have thought that one summer internship, as a high school student learning the ways of the state legislature, role playing a congressional woman would be of great benefit lo this many years later? Since that time, I have had to rely and recall my experiences in law making as I have become an active advocate for Parkinson’s disease and neurological issues in general at Capitol Hill. I am well known in the office of my State Representative Louie Ghomert  due to my many letters and phone calls. Plus, I have had the pleasure of meeting him in my home town once or twice. I still remember with fondness meeting Tip O’Neill Speaker of the House back when I was just a freshmen at college. I have also had the pleasure of serving as Assistant State Representative  for Texas for Parkinson’s Action Network for a number of years, now merged with MJFox. As Fox volunteer, I continue to serve in that function and looking forward to my upcoming trip.

Long before I was a neurologist or PD patient, I was already an activist of human rights and patient’s advocate. I am just glad that I now get to have a stronger voice and hopefully greater influence than in my youth as to the well- being of those with chronic neurological diseases particularly Parkinson’s disease.

We all have a long list of issues we would like to see addressed and changed in order to better the quality of life of those living with and caring for people with PD.

One of my biggest frustrations and dissapointments in caring and treating patients with PD is the lack of access to neurologists followed by restrictions/ limitations in access to medications neeeded. This last point, in my opinion, is the cause why so many with PD do so poorly. There are many states in the U.S. devoid of neurologists much less movement disorder specialists. One of the things, I would like congress to address is the expansion of teleneurology along with passing a law which allows patients to receive the treatment deemed necessary by their treating physicians not a third party who knows nothing of medicine!

Since 1999, Telemedicine has been used for evaluating and diagnosing acute strokes with moderate success across the country; yet despite its many benefits it is still NOT universally used.  (which by the way as an intern at UT -Houston working in the stroke unit I was involved with the inception of this technological way of evaluating remote stroke patients as well as in the stroke scale development). Of course teleradiology (extremely familiar with thanks to my husband’s profession)  has been in practice for years with great success but still with limitations due to credentialing issues across state lines.

However, in regards to this much debated subject the tide maybe beginning to turn as some who have been on the fence regarding this issue  are slowly conceiding its potential benefits. although much work still remains to be done regarding the rules of credentialing, liscencing, liability, and above all reimbursement which is fair to physicians. Nevertheless, 29 states have already passed laws requiering private insurances to pay for telemedicine delivered services same as they would for in patient care.

But, since the majority of neurological patients especially those with chronic disabilities /illnesses are primarily Medicare recipients, the federal government remains the biggest barrier to its implementation. The government has always had back wards thinking when it comes to the rules of medicine …they pay for nursing homes but won’t pay to prevent patients from getting services, treatments and medications to avoid worsening of symptoms or becoming recluse while becoming a burden of  the state and family. they refuse vital ancillary services like PT, OT, ST but instead they are willing to pay thousands more for a hip replacement which many times in the case of PD patients signifies the beginning of the end. yet, they won’t pay for the medications needed to keep these same people from freezing which cause the falls to begin with or the therapy to keep mobile. Rather than valuing the individual care of those suffering with chronic neurodegenerative disease like Parkinson’s to improve their quality of life, and increase  or continue to benefit from their contribution to society  thus diminishing the burden on society and families; currently, Medicare pays nothing for having a physician care for them remotely via telemedicine but rewards those that visit hospital/ university based clinics as well as costly hospitalizations.This type of care serves only to polorize and increase the disparity between urban and rural as well as solvent and financially needy individuals. It’s no wonder we have few or no specialists in rural communities where the majority of patients reside when the physicians time is not deemed as valuable as one practicing in urban setting.

What about thinking about our patients first ? We could unburden some of our caregivers by reducing their drive time and frequent visits to specialists for instance. What about unburdening the care partners by making patients self sufficient and independent because they are on the correct doses of the appropriate medicines not the one the insurance or government thinks we should take because it is cheaper.

An example, I like many of you am a walking pharmacy. As all of you who live with a chronic illness know that a single change can throw a wrench in the whole well oiled machine causing the whole system to come to a complete hault. This is because not only are we experiencing all the systemic effects of our illness but also deal with the myriad of drug to drug interactions thus finding a balance the more meds we take is a true art. Now when everything is fine tuned, you can breath and go about your life without having to give too much thought to the ever present PD. But what happens when every time you go to the pharmacy to get a refill you have to fight to get your meds? not only is this  extremely stressful but worse if suddenly “the insurance” or “Medicare” decide that it’s too expensive and you don’t need this medication but rather something ‘similar’ because its cheaper. They are essentially saying we don’t care about you as an individual, your illness, nor do we care if you fall, get psychotic, or end up dyskenetic or hospitalized all of which will cost insurance 10x more; never mind the emotional and financial anguish incurred by patient and family of patient as long as they same a buck on the front end. either take what they give you and suffer above consequences or like me many times end up paying a heavy price to keep my health in check and out of hospital. there has got to be a better way.

What I am hoping is that some day people with chronic neurological illnesses like Parkinson’s can have better access to providers and the medications they need. Only then can there really be a true improvement and advance in the care of people with PD. What I am also hoping is that someday I can work side by side other great public policy makers like my friend Ted Thompson (Senior Vice-President of Public Policy for MJfox Foundation) as a Public Policy maker myself doing Public Health fellowship through Neurology once my daughter has left home.

So although sometimes our roads take many unforeseen detours, in the end its the passion within our souls which fuel our destinies allowing us to arrive at the exact destination at just the right time  for the greater good of others. I guess despite PD, I remain a dreamer…after all it is the dreamers who posses the exorbitant imagination that underlies the power to change the world. I like Mr. Smith Goes to Washington intend to prove that one voice can make a difference. Now imagine what we can accomplish together!

Keep you guys posted on my travels and interactions at the hill. for those going see you there and for those not able to, I hope you feel you and your needs will be well represented. 

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